I don't hate you.

Until now, i'm still wondering..
Am i the only one who is damn stupid or it is just you?
Come on.
Who do you think you are..?
Like seriously,
from the bottom of my heart,
if you really have any intention to hurts me again,
i mean, AGAIN (Y),
please go away from me.
I don't need someone like you in my life.
Ohh yes, you can unfriend me.
It is better that you hurts me again and again like this.
Who says that i am afraid of losing you..?
Duhhh -.-
For every hurts that you have done to me,
thank you.
For every single tear that drops because of you,
thanks also.
I don't hate you, don't worry.
But please, don't do this to me.
I have been hurt enough.
Just because of you.

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What i feel.

Everything seems dark and cloudy until i met them.Friends.Yes, friends of mine.I love them.Seriously, from the bottom of my heart, i really wanna tell them that i really love them.Just if they know.I pray to Allah, please take care of them.They are everything to me after my family :')


In this wonderful world, nothing seems to be always happened on the line.We create our own path and please stop acting like you care about everyone else body.Let they choose their own way of life.Just don't bother and try your best to make your life story more meaningful.Cherish all the moments that you have created and live your life.


I'm too tired.Tired of keep acting like i care about others feelings.There was a day when i almost gave up everything and felt like telling them that i really can't stand this anymore.But, this is impossible.I should just not ruin everything.


How i wish they should at least once consider about my feeling.Please, i am not asking too much from all of you.As a human and as a friend of yours, i beg you.I can't stand this alone by myself.Until now, i have no guts to tell you all about what i feel deep hear inside.


Alhamdulillah, i can still hold my anger from being explode.After holding this sort of feeling for a long time, i really can tell you that i am strong enough.Yes, i am strong enough to face any obstacle against me after this.Anyway, thanks to all of you for creating a new me (:


I have changed.I am gonna do anything that i wanna do from now on.Sorry.I can't always be your 'things' .I got my own way of life.I will learn how to consider about my feeling first before i consider yours.Anyway, thanks for everything.I love all of you.Sincerely, Tasneem Ghaffa (:

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#2 Wordless Wednesday

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May Allah bless me :)

Assalamualaikum and yaww! (:


dah rasa lama pulak duduk rumah ni.rasa macam orang tengah cuti semester lagi pun ada.tak sedar diri padahal dah masuk semester baru and dah start belajar dah pun.aihh, tu lah.siapa suruh bagi cuti lama-lama.kan dah tak ingat dunia punya cuti.


duduk rumah ni macam-macam lah buat.training manual car, masuk dapur, keluar merayap.ni baru cuti 3 hari, dah macam apa kan.nanti nak cuti dua bulan akan datang tu, entah apa pulak aku buat dekat rumah ni.mahu nya mintak extend study sebab seronok sangat duduk rumah.HAHA.


esok last day dekat rumah.dah nak balik Dungun.okayy okayy, dah kena start buang everything bad thoughts yang bermain dalam benak otak ni.syuhh syuhh.pergi main jauh jauh.aku nak live my life macam semester semester lepas.seronok disamping kawan-kawan.belajar sampai semuanya berjaya.lepas ni, jom berjaya sama-sama lagi friends! (:

bila dah balik rumah ni, banyak benda yang nak kena di settlekan.so far, dah ada yang settle pun.Alhamdulillah.yang penting, tadah tangan berdoa bersama family tercinta Maghrib tadi dah selesai.kita dah masuk tahun baru menurut Islam.i'm glad, kali ni sempat balik and baca doa akhir tahun and awal tahun dengan family.that was great :).


esok banyak benda nak buat.memang kena settlekan semuanya lahh.lepas ni memang macam susah dah nak balik rumah.dah busy dengan study.first week of kuliah biasanya takde lah heavy sangat.lama-lama lepas ni, nak tidur malam pun payah.fikir sepuluh kali dulu kalau nak tidur awal tu.harapnya, semester ni takde lah hard sangat.please be nice to me okay :)


i'm gonna get ready to sleep.awal lagi ni kan..? takpe lah.lepas ni payah dah nak tidur awal.baik lah ambik peluang yang ada ni dengan buat apa yang patut.tak rugi pun.


Selamat Malam Stalkers (:


p/s: dah mula rindu cik abang -.-'

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I'm here in Dungun.

Assalamualaikum dan yaww!

entry kali ni tak nak letak smiley.huhh! merajuk dengan Dungun.sibuk je nak panggil panggil orang balik.orang tak nak balik.orang nak duduk rumah.jahat.

pagi tadi bertolak pukul 8am.sepanjang perjalanan, hujan.sangat sejuk.tak tipu.sampai Dungun pukul 10am lebih.dah la hujan, lagi la rasa macam takde mood nak stay.nak je aku balik semula tadi.haihh.everything was just fine.Alhamdulillah.

sibuk sibuk angkut barang dalam hujan tu, pappp! beg kertas yang dipenuhi buku-buku telah jatuh ke dalam air.woww! i can just smile.bad luck? i don't know.HAHA.certain buku and kertas basah.but not that bad.nasib baikk.kalau tak, memang aku mengadu dekat umi, tak nak stay.sebab buku basah -.-'

sampai bilik, straight kemas barang.took only about 45 minutes to settle all that things.dengan tudung tak bukak, baju kurung yang tersarung tu tak salin lagi, dengan excitednya aku kemas barang.ingat nak pergi jumpa kawan-kawan, tapi ada some of them yang belum sampai kan.so, nanti jela aku jumpa.


bilik sangat bersih.thanks to Syira sebab dah sapu and kemas dulu apa semua.untuk malam ni, malam esok dan malam lusa, hanya kami berdua dalam bilik ni.sorang lagi check in Rabu ni.okayy, bilik sangat sunyi.and sangat terdedah.bukak je langsir, straight nampak Duyung A, kolej lelaki.but, pantai pun nampak.at least nampak la alam semula jadi dekat luar sana tu.


sebab lambat pilih bilik, nak tak nak kena la terima kenyataan yang aku terpaksa duduk katil atas.bilik dah naik atas katil tu, seronok lahh.bila masa nak naik tangga and turun tu, sangat seksa.tinggi sangatlah.habis kaki tangan semua sakit.by the way, cadar baru sangat memberikan mood utk tidur.merah dan putih.warna favourite.ohh, satu lagi! domo.huhu.


p/s: tak tahu lah macam mana sem empat ni.really hope that everything will be fineeee.esok dah start class.goodluck Tasneem.

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Morning post.

Assalamualaikum dan yaww! (:

ini last post pagi-pagi sebelum balik Dungun esok.okay, how do you feel, Tasneem? excited to go back there? woaaahh, heaven no! how i wish i could stay here, in my beloved home of course.my heart can't reach that Dungun place or whatsoever tu lagi.mood is toooo hard to gain.

pagi ni nak tidur lama-lama sikit pun tak boleh.sejuk bukan main.terpaksa lah bangun.plus pulak bunyi dua alarm from two different phones.eh, plus satu lagi.adik aku punya alarm bilik sebelah pun aku dengar.great great! sangat mengganggu -.-

okayy, i wanna go get ready.iron some shirt pants and scarf.shopping time.got a lot of thingssss to buy.

p/s: aihh, dengar lagi alarm adik dekat bilik sebelah tu? pergi off lahh.bising.

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MatLuthfi :)

Assalamualaikum dan yaww! (:

pagi pagi lagi, dah diterapi dengan something yang boleh buat aku berfikir.terima kasih Mat Luthfi(:

dah lama vlogger ni tak upload latest video.compared to Anwar Hadi, i like Mat Luthfi more.more santai and sangat memberi inspirasi :) .hampir semua video dia aku tengok.asal tengok je, confirm sakit perut lepas tu sebab gelak kaw kaw punya pasal.HAHA.

but, kali ni punya video, serious one.i like.

p/s: the more you submit yourself to God, the closer you are to Him.that's so true (:

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Decide.

You can take everything I have.

You can break everything I am.

Like I'm made of glass.

Like I'm made of paper.

Go on and try to tear me down.

I will be rising from the ground.

Like a skyscraper.


p/s: never give up.don't let anybody decide your way of life.you have the choice.think wisely.

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College.

Assalamualaikum dan yaww! (:


i feel like talking a bit about my future residential college.next sem, Duyung college will be my second house.AGAIN.omaigodd, i've been living there for 3 sem and next sem will be there again.ohh, some students might say;

'untunglahh duduk duyung'.

just if you can imagine, live in the same college for FOUR SEMESTER.padahal banyak lagi kolej lain.i'm not gonna being ungrateful or whatsoever, just wanna say my own inner thoughts.no need to be that sarcastic to me.ehh, aku bersyukur sangat dapat duduk kolej Duyung.bukan senang nak dapat duduk situ.only choosen students can live there.Alhamdulillah, i'm being one of them.


no need to worry about rental home and so on.sudah diberi kemudahan, sila gunakan sebaiknya.if kena duduk luar memang aku akan keep mention untuk bawak kereta.kalau dah duduk dalam, kereta kurang diperlukan.butttt, maybe class banyak dekat bangunan transformasi which is luar daripada universiti.okayy okayy, we talk later about that.bus ada.no worries (:


dah dapat duduk Duyung, that's mean ada jawatan lahh aku rupanya kan.still, i'm being one of the IPM's secretariat.ehh ehh, you know what, i'm the only one IPM's secretariat yang bercoursekan EE.what the..? sebelum ni kami bertiga, tetapi sekarang sudah tinggal aku sendirian.only aku yang kekal disitu.ohh, this is something like burden lahh.i got no friends of same course.that's hard.seriously i said.how can i survive..? some say;

'carilahh kawan baru.takkan nak always berkawan dengan orang yang sama'

lahh.siapa cakap tak nak cari kawan baru? i just said yang xde kawan yang seangkatan.haa, macam tu lahh.roomate nanti pun daripada course lain.it doesn't matter at all.i can be friend with anyone.cumaaaa, tak seronoklahh nak buat kerja tanpa kawan-kawan yang kita dah biasa.aku tak kata aku tak boleh buat.insyaAllah bolehh.tapi, tu lahh.redha (:


since kami gengnya berlima.only aku yang tercampak jauhh.Sarah sebilik dgn Ekin, Ida sebilik dgn Ana.one couple duduk Duyung floor bawah, one couple lagi duduk kolej Kapas floor bawah jugak.hahhh, nampak tak aku sorang entah ke mana-mana perginya.ni semua sebab students yang berjawatan under IPM diplacekan tempatnya di floor DUA kolej Duyung.okayyy.jauhh! penat! tinggi! cukup la duduk level tiga masa part one dulu.


got nothing to say.makan hati lahh macam ni.tak kira, tak kira.lepas ni nak pergi jadi parasit dekat bilik Ida dgn Ana.bwekkk! siapa suruh bagi bilik tinggi-tinggi.merajuk lahh.HAHA.nobody cares, huhh -.-'


okayy, i'll stay in one of the room there;


tak nak cakap banyak.nanti kena bashing sebab cakap pasal kolej ni.yang penting, bersyukur dengan segala nikmat yang diberi (:

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