
i am stuck in this dilemma.Ya Allah, i don't know what should i do.Really, i don't know.Like seriously, i have to think this thing really really deeply before i make a decision.Help me Ya Allah.May everything will be fine.Amin..
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Assalamualaikum.

I just don't know how to describe this feeling.This feeling is sort of disturbing.It keeps make me think and think.Oh My God.I have to focus on my study.All the things that she have done to me really made me scared and haunted me.What should i say? hurm..yes, i do hurt for everything but i just can't hate her.tell me why..?! They keep asking why did i still be good to her eventhough she have done something cruel to me.i really don't know.
I am human.I have heart and of course, i have feelings to be take care of.You are my friend.But, why can't you be nice to me..? Why did you linger around and talk bad about me to others? I really don't know what is your problem.Maybe you just worry about me as your friend, but you should not do that stupid things.and what can i conclude now, you don't love me as a friend.You just drag me into a big hole of problem and thanks to you.Please think before you blurt anything out from your mouth.Stop talking bad about others and please consider others heart.I am begging you.
People also, please don't quickly judge people based on what she or he had said to you.Think for a little and make a good decision before you trust somebody.
Next paper will be two days ahead.I don't know whether i can do it or not, but for sure, i have to keep study and score on this subject.My major for next semester will depends on my performance on this subject.InsyaAllah, everything will be fine.Do pray for me (:
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Assalamualaikum.
Alhamdulillah.baru selesai jawab final paper for Electronic II.i do envy them, who can smile happily once keluar daripada Dewan Jasmin tadi.seems like all of them boleh jawab dengan jayanya.ohh well, usaha masing-masing kan.me as well, put so much effort on this subject.honestly, subject ni yang paling hardcore antara semua subject.lepas je habis paper ni tadi, rasa lega.tak boleh nak describe macam mana perasaan masa tu.tapi, tu lah.semua kawan-kawan boleh buat.ke memang aku sorang yang stuck tak boleh buat..?
Dengan keadaan yang tak berapa sihat lately ni.demam pulakk.seluruh badan rasa tak selesa.tidur pun tak cukup.tak tahu lah macam mana.masa tengah jawab tadi pun rasa tak larat.kepala pening-pening tapi tahan, buat takde apa-apa.buat kuat lah, takkan tak nak lawan sakit tu kan.and now, i really don't know.apa yang aku jawab kat paper tadi, itu jela usaha yang termampu.insyaAllah, ada hikmah disebalik sakit tu (:
Lately ni, sangat banyak masalah yang timbul.Ya Allah, sumpah aku tak tahan.semalam, emosi sedikit terganggu.and secara tidak langsungnya, sangat mengganggu masa study aku.seorang manusia yang pada asalnya bergelar kawan.ya, pada asalnya.right now, aku tak tahu dah nak letakkan dia sebagai status apa dalam hati aku ni.kawan? roomate? kawan sekelas? entah.tak tahu.sampai sekarang tiada jawapan (:
I'll talk about this soon.I am not in a good mood, seriously.Just think about her, it really hurts me.yeah, it hurts me so deep here inside *pointing to my chest.

p/s: you are just too much.sorry, i am a normal human.i can't stand for all what have you done to me :')
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I'm here tonight with mixed feelings.I really wanna smile bright when i wake up from bed tomorrow morning.It is good if i can have you by my side and hear your sweet voice.
I miss you :')
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