For the sake of myself.

Thursday, April 5, 2012

Seronok duduk rumah.Hati rasa tenang je.Serious.Maybe sebab family ada dengan aku, buat aku lagi happy and tak rasa ada masalah pun.Lain sangat perasaan duduk rumah ni dengan duduk Uitm sana.sangat lain kalau nak diikutkan.See.Sampai aku sendiri tak tahu nak describe macam mana perasaan lain ni.


Duduk dekat Uitm sana, hari-hari bermasalah.Memang masalah takkan lepas setiap hari pun lah.Ada je benda yang tak kena.Ada je benda yang buat orang nak bercakap itu ini even kita tak kacau hidup dia pun.Sampai satu tahap tu, aku rasa letih.Letih melampau dengan semua ni.Menangis? Dah puas dah.
Dah penat.Sampai bengkak-bengkak dah mata ni menangis kalau nak diikutkan.


People make mistakes.I know.Tapi, kenapa someone tu tak boleh nak sedar yang dia sebenarnya dah banyak lukakan hati orang? Kenapa? Tell me why? Takkan nak kena tunggu orang itu dan orang ini untuk bagitahu satu-satu kesalahan yang dia buat? Sebab tu kita kena muhasabah diri.Tengok diri kita dulu and fikir balik apa yang dah kita buat sebelum nak judge orang lain.I don't give a damn lah kalau someone tu nak tuduh aku macam-macam or else, but not my family.Jangan libatkan family.Kalau betullah aku buat salah, blame me.Not my family, especially my parents.


Ohh.My head hurts.Baru cakap sikit ni, tapi darah dah start naik atas ke
pala.Right now, i really don't know what should i do.forgive her/them for everything?


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Have some good sleep.

Monday, April 2, 2012

Assalamualaikum (:


serious, i am too damn excited.Alhamdulillah, aku dah berjaya tamatkan hari terakhir aku sebagai pelajar semester empat tepat jam 5.15pm, bersamaan 31 March 2012 yang lepas.And now, aku dah selamat sampai di rumah bersama dengan satu lori barang yang telah pun dipacked untuk dibawa balik.next semester, barang-barang tu kena bawa balik sana semula.macam bazir kan..? adalah terasa macam tu sikit.but, itu lah hakikatnya (:


ya Allah, tak tahu nak describe macam mana perasaan bila habis je last paper tu.and for sure, terasa lega jugak sebab last paper tu boleh buat.i mean, takde lah rasa down sangat if tak dapat buat kan.even rasa macam tak cukup masa nak study and cover semua chapter, alhamdulillah lah.Allah permudahkan.sebab tu aku sayang Allah (:


really, i got a lot of things to write about my semester four life.coming soon okay.dah penat sangat.seharian tak dapat cukup rest.lepas ni memang nak tidur lama-lama.ohh, just thinking about it, already make me excited lahh! c(:


cik abang dah tidur dulu.so, malam ni tidur sorang-sorang.never mind, asyik tidur nak berteman, susah jugak.
selamat malam (:
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A little hope.

Monday, March 19, 2012


i am stuck in this dilemma.Ya Allah, i don't know what should i do.Really, i don't know.Like seriously, i have to think this thing really really deeply before i make a decision.Help me Ya Allah.May everything will be fine.Amin..

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Can i have a big smile,please?

Sunday, March 18, 2012

Assalamualaikum.



I just don't know how to describe this feeling.This feeling is sort of disturbing.It keeps make me think and think.Oh My God.I have to focus on my study.All the things that she have done to me really made me scared and haunted me.What should i say? hurm..yes, i do hurt for everything but i just can't hate her.tell me why..?! They keep asking why did i still be good to her eventhough she have done something cruel to me.i really don't know.


I am human.I have heart and of course, i have feelings to be take care of.You are my friend.But, why can't you be nice to me..? Why did you linger around and talk bad about me to others? I really don't know what is your problem.Maybe you just worry about me as your friend, but you should not do that stupid things.and what can i conclude now, you don't love me as a friend.You just drag me into a big hole of problem and thanks to you.Please think before you blurt anything out from your mouth.Stop talking bad about others and please consider others heart.I am begging you.


People also, please don't quickly judge people based on what she or he had said to you.Think for a little and make a good decision before you trust somebody.


Next paper will be two days ahead.I don't know whether i can do it or not, but for sure, i have to keep study and score on this subject.My major for next semester will depends on my performance on this subject.InsyaAllah, everything will be fine.Do pray for me (:


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Wordless today.

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