Until now, i'm still wondering..
Am i the only one who is damn stupid or it is just you?
Come on.
Who do you think you are..?
Like seriously,
from the bottom of my heart,
if you really have any intention to hurts me again,
i mean, AGAIN (Y),
please go away from me.
I don't need someone like you in my life.
Ohh yes, you can unfriend me.
It is better that you hurts me again and again like this.
Who says that i am afraid of losing you..?
Duhhh -.-
For every hurts that you have done to me,
thank you.
For every single tear that drops because of you,
thanks also.
I don't hate you, don't worry.
But please, don't do this to me.
I have been hurt enough.
Just because of you.
Everything seems dark and cloudy until i met them.Friends.Yes, friends of mine.I love them.Seriously, from the bottom of my heart, i really wanna tell them that i really love them.Just if they know.I pray to Allah, please take care of them.They are everything to me after my family :')
In this wonderful world, nothing seems to be always happened on the line.We create our own path and please stop acting like you care about everyone else body.Let they choose their own way of life.Just don't bother and try your best to make your life story more meaningful.Cherish all the moments that you have created and live your life.
I'm too tired.Tired of keep acting like i care about others feelings.There was a day when i almost gave up everything and felt like telling them that i really can't stand this anymore.But, this is impossible.I should just not ruin everything.
How i wish they should at least once consider about my feeling.Please, i am not asking too much from all of you.As a human and as a friend of yours, i beg you.I can't stand this alone by myself.Until now, i have no guts to tell you all about what i feel deep hear inside.
Alhamdulillah, i can still hold my anger from being explode.After holding this sort of feeling for a long time, i really can tell you that i am strong enough.Yes, i am strong enough to face any obstacle against me after this.Anyway, thanks to all of you for creating a new me (:
I have changed.I am gonna do anything that i wanna do from now on.Sorry.I can't always be your 'things' .I got my own way of life.I will learn how to consider about my feeling first before i consider yours.Anyway, thanks for everything.I love all of you.Sincerely, Tasneem Ghaffa (:
Read More
Assalamualaikum and yaww! (:
dah rasa lama pulak duduk rumah ni.rasa macam orang tengah cuti semester lagi pun ada.tak sedar diri padahal dah masuk semester baru and dah start belajar dah pun.aihh, tu lah.siapa suruh bagi cuti lama-lama.kan dah tak ingat dunia punya cuti.
duduk rumah ni macam-macam lah buat.training manual car, masuk dapur, keluar merayap.ni baru cuti 3 hari, dah macam apa kan.nanti nak cuti dua bulan akan datang tu, entah apa pulak aku buat dekat rumah ni.mahu nya mintak extend study sebab seronok sangat duduk rumah.HAHA.
esok last day dekat rumah.dah nak balik Dungun.okayy okayy, dah kena start buang everything bad thoughts yang bermain dalam benak otak ni.syuhh syuhh.pergi main jauh jauh.aku nak live my life macam semester semester lepas.seronok disamping kawan-kawan.belajar sampai semuanya berjaya.lepas ni, jom berjaya sama-sama lagi friends! (:
bila dah balik rumah ni, banyak benda yang nak kena di settlekan.so far, dah ada yang settle pun.Alhamdulillah.yang penting, tadah tangan berdoa bersama family tercinta Maghrib tadi dah selesai.kita dah masuk tahun baru menurut Islam.i'm glad, kali ni sempat balik and baca doa akhir tahun and awal tahun dengan family.that was great :).
esok banyak benda nak buat.memang kena settlekan semuanya lahh.lepas ni memang macam susah dah nak balik rumah.dah busy dengan study.first week of kuliah biasanya takde lah heavy sangat.lama-lama lepas ni, nak tidur malam pun payah.fikir sepuluh kali dulu kalau nak tidur awal tu.harapnya, semester ni takde lah hard sangat.please be nice to me okay :)
i'm gonna get ready to sleep.awal lagi ni kan..? takpe lah.lepas ni payah dah nak tidur awal.baik lah ambik peluang yang ada ni dengan buat apa yang patut.tak rugi pun.
Selamat Malam Stalkers (:
p/s: dah mula rindu cik abang -.-'
Read More
